Quote Of The Day

"In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with." - Juno

Speechless

I can’t belive what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

Marah dan Sentap

hahaha stress nak siapkan assingment, last one very last one and i'm done...wuhuuuuu ;).. tapi xjumpa starting point lagi...wuwaaaaaa... dlm bbrp minggu nie asyik dengar org marah jer... sentap la.. bengang la.. temper la... (kalau temper..pi la cari temple.. and i suggest batu cave..pegi kira anak2 tangga dua tiga ploh kali...hilang la temper tu kann wuuuhoooo *mati kena bunuh la aku lepas nie...ngeh ngeh)

Aku pun suke jugak memarah...buroks jg rupernyer... kalau dulu masa kecik2 kena marah ngan mama, mau tarik monchong 14 inci.. panjang tue.. blh sidai baju..hehehelalalala xpun mau jalan mcm gergasi..dlm erti kata sebenarnya merenjaih..ngeeee...(memang la buroks rupernyer... ape lagi benda bangang yg aku penah buat masa marah.. hurmmm tumbuk org..ngeeeee (dak aiihhh chek x buat dah la nie... dulu ja...la nie chek senyum ja kalau tgh marah lalilulalilu)..

ahaaa i'm not very good in perang2 molotss..(kalau ciom molots ok kot? bluwekkkk) buat rugi ayaq liuq ja noo... bak kata org dulu2 chewah "If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will avoid 100 days of sorrow." betul la tu... masa marah mmg la xsedar diri.. rasa kita jer yg betul... cuba tarik nafas dalam2 “When angry, count to four. When very angry, swear.” ni kawan aku kata la.. nama dia "Mark Twain" ;)

Tapi kalau boleh sebelum darah nak meruap2 tu cuba ingat ni
“Anyone can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person at the right time, and for the right purpose and in the right way - that is not within everyone's power and that is not easy.”
bukan senang nak marah sebenarnya kan... we only human okaih..

tapi aku kalau marah...tlg la jgn bagi benda2 tulis.. habis keluar semuanya nanti..hehehehehelalalalalalala... kalau org cakap mulut cam longkang... tangan cam aper plak ek.... ngeh ngeh ngeh... xde kan.. xde xde xde.... lalilulalilu....

this what i found

What is anger?

Anger is a deluded mind that focuses on an animate or inanimate object, feels it to be unattractive, exaggerates its bad qualities, and wishes to harm it. For example, when we are angry with our partner, at that moment he or she appears to us as unattractive or unpleasant. We then exaggerate his bad qualities by focusing only on those aspects that irritate us and ignoring all his good qualities and kindness, until we have built up a mental image of an intrinsically faulty person. We then wish to harm him in some way, probably by criticizing or disparaging him.
Because it is based on an exaggeration, anger is an unrealistic mind; the intrinsically faulty person or thing that it focuses on does not in fact exist. Moreover, as we shall see, anger is also an extremely destructive mind that serves no useful purpose whatsoever. Having understood the nature and disadvantages of anger, we then need to watch our mind carefully at all times in order to recognize it whenever it begins to arise.

x salah kalau nak marah ke..nak sentap ker nak ape ke... tapi adalah baik kalau kita boleh kawal...

"anger, heal it, deal with it, stop it from killing you" and its can kill people around you too!

kepada sesapa yg suka sentap macam aku nie.. mari la kita sama2 pikir dulu sebelum nak marah ke..nak merajuk ke... hehehehelalalalala... kalau dah kawan2 aku tu..paham2 la.. x payah la nak harap pujuk2...(xpayah la budget nak manja2 sgt kannn) ko sentap..ko pujuk la diri sendiri... thats why i lap my pren... kalau sekali dua sentap..boleh la pujuk...masuk kali ketiga... lantak ko la yea...tak kuasa... hehehehehehelalalalalalala...

dah la tue...byk plak aku merepek...

Muka ganas mcm undertaker
dlm atie ada taman
xpyh nak sesentap giler
nanti budget kena tanam

*marah cikgu BM aku nie..* mahap yea cikgu.. lalilulalilu

CHOW!

Superman - it's not easy to be me -

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
Well it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy…
It's not easy to be me

Usaha

Jangan berputus asa dalam
mencari Ilmu bila Ilmu yang dicari itu tidak mau masuk kedalam sanubari,
tapi bersabarlah,karena air yang lembut itu apabila menitis keatas
sebiji batu yang besar secara berterusan, batu itu pasti akan mempunyai lekuk.

Just finished my 2nd sem exam...InsyaAllah bln 8 habis la..so...just planning for PHD..maybe...(one thing that i admired my hubby...and make me love him More.. never say no kalau i nak further my study..just go ahead..tq dear) tapi itu semua baru rasa..(rasa cam nak sambung lagi...) heheehe but happy with positive feedback from my Love.. org selalu tanya..kenapa sambung belajar? for me.. i dont know why... but i just like it...satu kepuasan..(poyo kan? dulu tak nak belajar..hehehehehe) tapi kalau pikir pasal masalah.. memang tak penah habis.. Always remember that

"Everything you want in life has a price connected to it. There's a price to pay if you want to make things better, a price to pay just for leaving things as they are, a price for everything."

For me, I'm happy just the way i am.. maybe sometime we feel down..and sometime u happy sampai lupa diri... That's what we called life...
Just face ur life..or live ur life to the fullest...

ada my friend yang tanya..how u survive with this kind of life and routine?
And i dont know why.. i just live my life.. with all the pressure... go to hell with what people think about me.. (hahahha yea ke..) mental memang la mental... tapi when u cried alone in the middle of the night, with everything in ur mind.. with ur girl warded bcoz of asthma, and what so ever things upside down.. ade diaorg kisah? hahhhhh... NO! Nothing! so just live ur life..take care urself n ur love one, ur friends n family ok...
dear friend,
don't hesitate to grab ur chances.. as i said, there's always a price u have to pay for it.. so what? Di mana ada usaha, di situ ada jalan.. dont just wait and blamed everything for ur unfortunate life okay.. blamed urself for not making a move.. we are not superwoman or what so ever.. people make mistake.. by making a mistake we learn somethin' from it...
tapi of cos' la.. bincang ok... (heheheheehehe walaupun aku x pandai bincang and tolerate.. hehehehehhe) bless from ur hubby.. or mother (walaupun aku dulu masuk dalam kategori anak derhaka..heheheheh but my mom love me so much ok... as i dare lari rumah masuk navy..and change my life..make the rite move...bluwekkkk hehehehe) ape2 kita bincang... give and take..
kalau tak leh bincang... amik pistol tembak jer..hahahahahha...
cakap memang senang kan... memang la..modal air liur je...
tapi sendiri mau ingat la...lu punya hidup.. lu pilih la sendiri.. tak semestinya satu masalah kena diselesaikan dengan satu cara.. macam mana kita nak selesaikan masalah tu..kita pikirlah sendiri dengan seribu satu cara sekalipun dan dengan akal yg waras...
to friend of mine.. ko pegi je la US tu..bukan nyer lama pun.. 3 bulan jer.. tak matinyer anak ko kat malaysia yang aman damai nie.. hehehehehehe..
bapak dia ada.. (pas nie umah aku kena bom la.. hahahaha)

I love this song very much..

Second best is all i'll be
no future here for me
no place i rather be
no friend to comfort me
And all my dreams pass me by
No reason left to try
Please leave me alone
To be alone with half of me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me
When the top is down
When my heart lies on the ground
People step on me everyday
And it seems so hard to get away
Entangle in ur web again
no one to break me free
i need my drugs to ease my pain
To be alone with half of me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me...

Ok friends.. forgive me for the wrong word that i wrote.. i'm only human..not superwoman or superman pakai spender merah kat luar..(mueh mueh mueh)

-Live.life.to.the.fullest-

Quotes of the day

Patience serves as a protection against wrongs as clothes do against cold. For if you put on more clothes as the cold increases, it will have no power to hurt you. So in like manner you must grow in patience when you meet with great wrongs, and they will then be powerless to vex your mind.

Leonardo da Vinci (1452 - 1519)

whatever....bluwekkk

Hahaahahaaha i feel good... exam dah habis... mya dah baik demam... torture nyer la hai this week... macam-macam... tapi kalau fikir2 balik.. rasanya best lagi kat Lumut.. biarla xde mende pun.. at least ada kengkawan dan dekat dengan family.. so..rasanya hidup lebih bermakna.. hahahaha (poyoness attacked) sekarangnya gua dah macam artis you... hahahaahahahah (perasan) jadi sumber inspirasi mereka-mereka yang suka membuat cerita.. rasanya kalau dema nie buat buku lagi baguih... hahahahaha boleh aku dapat royalti.. mueh mueh mueh... yang peliknya, ada jer masanya nak cari cerita2 orang lain.. hahahahaha.. the best part.. as my hubby told me.. Lantak la yang.. mulut diaorg.. betul jgk.. so.. aku pun..lantak la.. aku nak pakai seluar pendek ke.. aku nak pakai singlet ke.. haper ke.. aku nyer suka la yea.. hahahahaha nak tergelak pun ader.. bila pikir2 balik... dulu pun aku tak kisah..naper sekarang aku kisah plak..hehehehehehe biar ah.. bukan aku nak pakai cam gini pun sampai umur 50 tahun.(huhuhuhu Amin..) ade aku kisah?
Simpati aku pada mereka2 itu... mungkin faktor takde kawan kot sebab tu dia mencari isu2 yg menarik untuk dijadikan topik tarik perhatian...atau mereka sebenarnya tidak ade keje..jadi diaorg nie ,mengambil langkah-langkah bijak dalam menguruskan tahap motivasi mereka sendiri dengan mengamalkan apa yang dikatakan Job enrichment.. hahahaha menambah tugas2 yang sedia ada sebagai surirumah dengan tugas2 sebagai reporter..mueh mueh mueh...
Sebagai peringatan kepada diri sendiri.. tak yah nak cakap pasal org kalau tak nak org cakap pasal kita..(hubby i cakap yea..),
kalau agak-agak cam takde kawan tu..cuba pegilah tgk cermin naper yerk.. aku pun takde kawan sangat kat sini... (sebab tu selalu tgk cermin..tak de la lawanyer yang nak suh berjuta2 org kawan ngan aku..hahahahaah)
Terima kasih pada mereka2 yg bercerita, sebab sekurang-kurangnyer aku sedar diri sikit..heheheh(skit jer...) tengokla..kot2 aku jogging pasnie pakai selaur pendek lagi hahahahah..(rupernyer sedar selama nie aku tak cukup seksi...KIWAKKKKKKK Bluwekkkkk hahahahaha jangan marah yea kengkawan...hahahaha)
Yang penting kesedaran tu tetap ada.. aku pun tak mau la bila dah umur 40-50 tahun dok pakai yang bukan2 lagi..., dok melepak kat pub2 ke... pusat hiburan ke tak sedar diri..haishhhh huduh rasanya... Mudah-mudahan aku dipanjangkan umur dan diberi peluang untuk berubah...dan menghabiskan masa-masa tua aku dengan amal ibadat..(ohhh menangis mak aku dengar nieh...huhuhuhu)InsyaAllah...yang penting... hehehehehe Mya Sophea kena jadi Ustazah okay... (jangan marah...) Amin......

okay la wei...lagi banyak tulis lagi banyak bohong...lagi banyak dosa...dosa sendiri pun tak tertanggung...

Didiklah anak-anakmu itu berlainan dengan keadaan kamu sekarang kerana mereka telah dijadikan Tuhan untuk zaman yang bukan zaman engkau - Saidina Umar Al-Khattab

Adios amigos
chiawww...