Kecewa

Semalam ada tournament futsal, dapat 2nd place.. what a very bad luck happen to our team... kalah dgn team yg tak sepatutnya.. apa nak buat.. it's all because of silly mistake. So prepare what the next tournament.. on 11 April...

Karma

Sekian, lama kita bersama,
ternyata kau juga, sama, saja
Kau kira, kupercaya semua,
s’gala tipu daya, oh percuma

[Pre Chorus:]
Kau buat sempurna, awalnya,
berakhir bencana

[Chorus:]
S’lamat tinggal sayang,
bila umurku panjang,
kelak ku ‘kan datang ‘tuk buktikan,
satu balas ‘kan kau jelang
Jangan menangis sayang,
ku ingin kau rasakan,
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia,
memang kau pantas dapatkan

Akhirnya, usai sudah semua,
kudapat tertawa, bahagia..

S’lalu tampak indah, awalnya
Berakhir bencana….

Quote Of The Day

Speak when you're angry, and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret.

Bila Nak Saksi - Spider

Wajah mu kerap ku mimpi
Wajah mu sering ku puja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata

Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Cintamu kerap ku mimpi
Cintamu sering ku damba
Buatku terasa sedih
kala ku bukakan mata

Kau masih belum pun ku dakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Kau dapat bersama

Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai

Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai
Bila nak saksi
Cintamu kugapai

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan

I'm not okay

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it
means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

Quote Of The Day

For anything worth having one must pay the price; and the price is always work, patience, love, self-sacrifice--no paper currency, no promises to pay, but the gold of real service.

30's sindrome

This 2-3 weeks i rasa tension nak mampos!!! Tired..Dizzy... Kengkadang mcm nak jerit je OI AKU LETIH LA!!!!PAHAM!!!! With the high requirement.. i'm tired.. too tired.. i've never felt like this before.. Tired and bored with sacrifice that i've made.. And i'm regret being too independent.. yes it's good to be independent but don't over done it... when come to certain stage.. you will give up..
Don't let people take advantage on you.. when people keep asking more from me lately buat aku rasa annoying.. What's wrong with me? Maybe this is what we call 30's sindrome.. when aku bersukan mcm nak mampos...diet sampai lembik and end up berat ku turun hanya ciput.. it's hurts!!!!!!!!!!! AGGGHHHHH... when people keep demanding for the best.. and i'm tired of being try to full fill the requirement.. I can't leave but I can't stay.. I need a break... Please... can i have something that can release me tension tahap cipan...