Usaha

Jangan berputus asa dalam
mencari Ilmu bila Ilmu yang dicari itu tidak mau masuk kedalam sanubari,
tapi bersabarlah,karena air yang lembut itu apabila menitis keatas
sebiji batu yang besar secara berterusan, batu itu pasti akan mempunyai lekuk.

Just finished my 2nd sem exam...InsyaAllah bln 8 habis la..so...just planning for PHD..maybe...(one thing that i admired my hubby...and make me love him More.. never say no kalau i nak further my study..just go ahead..tq dear) tapi itu semua baru rasa..(rasa cam nak sambung lagi...) heheehe but happy with positive feedback from my Love.. org selalu tanya..kenapa sambung belajar? for me.. i dont know why... but i just like it...satu kepuasan..(poyo kan? dulu tak nak belajar..hehehehehe) tapi kalau pikir pasal masalah.. memang tak penah habis.. Always remember that

"Everything you want in life has a price connected to it. There's a price to pay if you want to make things better, a price to pay just for leaving things as they are, a price for everything."

For me, I'm happy just the way i am.. maybe sometime we feel down..and sometime u happy sampai lupa diri... That's what we called life...
Just face ur life..or live ur life to the fullest...

ada my friend yang tanya..how u survive with this kind of life and routine?
And i dont know why.. i just live my life.. with all the pressure... go to hell with what people think about me.. (hahahha yea ke..) mental memang la mental... tapi when u cried alone in the middle of the night, with everything in ur mind.. with ur girl warded bcoz of asthma, and what so ever things upside down.. ade diaorg kisah? hahhhhh... NO! Nothing! so just live ur life..take care urself n ur love one, ur friends n family ok...
dear friend,
don't hesitate to grab ur chances.. as i said, there's always a price u have to pay for it.. so what? Di mana ada usaha, di situ ada jalan.. dont just wait and blamed everything for ur unfortunate life okay.. blamed urself for not making a move.. we are not superwoman or what so ever.. people make mistake.. by making a mistake we learn somethin' from it...
tapi of cos' la.. bincang ok... (heheheheehehe walaupun aku x pandai bincang and tolerate.. hehehehehhe) bless from ur hubby.. or mother (walaupun aku dulu masuk dalam kategori anak derhaka..heheheheh but my mom love me so much ok... as i dare lari rumah masuk navy..and change my life..make the rite move...bluwekkkk hehehehe) ape2 kita bincang... give and take..
kalau tak leh bincang... amik pistol tembak jer..hahahahahha...
cakap memang senang kan... memang la..modal air liur je...
tapi sendiri mau ingat la...lu punya hidup.. lu pilih la sendiri.. tak semestinya satu masalah kena diselesaikan dengan satu cara.. macam mana kita nak selesaikan masalah tu..kita pikirlah sendiri dengan seribu satu cara sekalipun dan dengan akal yg waras...
to friend of mine.. ko pegi je la US tu..bukan nyer lama pun.. 3 bulan jer.. tak matinyer anak ko kat malaysia yang aman damai nie.. hehehehehehe..
bapak dia ada.. (pas nie umah aku kena bom la.. hahahaha)

I love this song very much..

Second best is all i'll be
no future here for me
no place i rather be
no friend to comfort me
And all my dreams pass me by
No reason left to try
Please leave me alone
To be alone with half of me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me
When the top is down
When my heart lies on the ground
People step on me everyday
And it seems so hard to get away
Entangle in ur web again
no one to break me free
i need my drugs to ease my pain
To be alone with half of me
Half of me is good enough for me
Half of me...

Ok friends.. forgive me for the wrong word that i wrote.. i'm only human..not superwoman or superman pakai spender merah kat luar..(mueh mueh mueh)

-Live.life.to.the.fullest-