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Thursday, 20 January 2011

Betapa Kecil Dunia Ini

Minggu yang agak sibuk... Tik tok tik tok tgk jam dah 1630... urgh.. dalam tik tok tik tok sempat jugak la chit chat.. punya la selama nie my friends dok citer pasal ex bf gitu gini... siap mention nama... tak terlintas pulak aku kenai.. hahahahahaha.. sampai la dia tunjuk gambar "ni la ex bf i".. urghhhhh Ya Allah... ini class mate saya! hahahahahahahaha kitaorg punya la gelak... hehehehehe... aku kenai rupenyer mamat tu... xblh blah betui... hehehehehe (ops..xde kena mengena dgn saper yea...)
Ada kes yg lagi best.. ade la yob nie khabor la kat org umah die.. nak keluar pi mana ntah... lepaih tu..mention la nama kwn dia konon ler.. xpe la.. si bini pun diam ler.. dah laki khabor cenggitu.. betui la kot... lepaih tu nak jadi citer.. bini tipon mlm tanya kat maner.. si suami pun khabor la lagi...i xbalik la lepak umah si keria (namanya zakaria..panggil keria) kat wangsa maju...lepas tu xsempat bini nak tanya si suami kata ok lah..bateri xde....tutttttt (putuih la tu...) esok nyer bila si suami balik.. si bini pun tanya la... keria yg mana.. si laki dgn muka confident ckp.. ala keria yg pakai keta putih tu... ada company bla bla bla... si bini pun nak kepastian..si keria yg bla bla bla... si suami pun cakap..haaa keria tu la... si bini pun terkejut.. i kenai keria tu.. selalu datang opis i.. bukan dia kat johor ke yop? tengah cuti.. baru smlm i tepon dia.. dia kate dia kat pasir gudang.. rumah dia bukan kat wangsa maju yop.. rumah dia kat damansara yop... i kenai anak bini dia.. u biar betoi yop.... (jeng jeng jeng....)
See.... kecik kan dunia nie... keh keh keh keh...
macam-macam kan...
lagi ramai anak buah... lagi banyak masalah.... yg pompuan masalah mcm pompuan la.. yang lelaki.. masalah lelaki la... nasib baik aku dah kawin..paham la masalah dema.. masa bujang2 dulu...nak selesaikan masalah rumah tangga...naik binggung... idak la teman paham....teman buleh dengor je laa... pastu teman antor la kat ustaz.. hehehehe

ok la... teman sekadar bercerita melalui pengalaman... idak la teman pandei sesangat ke... baik sesangat ker... bak kater org.. kekadang buang jgk tebiat..yea ke? ngeh ngeh ngeh...xde le kena mengena dgn sesapa pun di muka bumi ini... hehehehelalalalala xpayah la nak menokok tambah citer yea...

Wednesday, 19 January 2011

Kuat ke?

semala terdengar keluhan kawan... Biasa la.. we live in this kind of environment.... what we expect? Follow orders.. mereka2 yang membuat percaturan pun ada seribu satu masalah yg nak difikirkan.. bukan senang aite? nak mencatur kerjaya dan kehidupan orang.. dan mereka2 yang dicaturkan tu.. pun ada seribu satu cara untuk menepis dan menolak demi kepentingan sendiri.. masing2 ada alasan yg tersendiri.. masing2 rasa diri teranaiya..masing2 rasa masalah mereka paling sadis..this is what we called life.. full of colors.. yang dah senang nak lagi senang.. yang dah selesa..nak lagi selesa.. what to do?.. itulah dia manusia..
but...
pada yg nasib tak menyebelahi mereka di akhir percaturan.. pandai2 la memujuk diri sendiri.. its all about game of life.. itulah gunanya keluarga dan kawan.. berilah semangat dan kekuatan..life must goes on.. jgn la kita terus menambahkan lagi masalah dan kesakitan mereka yang sedia sakit...
aku pun bukan la kuat mana pun... kadang2 kita kena belajar terima kenyataan..(cakap memang senang) but thanks to Allah.. pengalaman byk mengajar.. bukan tak pernah manangis meratapi, bukan tak pernah menyalahkan takdir..bukan tak pernah melakukan kesilapan...tapi semua tu akan mendewasakan kita.. semua tu akan manjadikan kita kental..
cuba fikir dgn apa yg dah kita semua dapat... org lain nak g tgk salji..jenuh nak korek tabung bagai..itu kira ok la.. yg tak mampu.. hanya mampu bermimpi.. apa yg diberi bukan percuma.. this the price we have to pay... payback time... tercampak kat sini... rata2 semua tak nak kan...
apa-apa pun... berfikir secara rasional.. pada mereka yg terselamat..hidup ini umpama roda.. kadang2 kita di atas.. kadang-kadang kita dibawah... gunala segala kabel yg ada selagi mampu... tapi... sampai bila?.. Karma beb.. what u give..u will get back..
so renung2 la yea..
saya menulis tiada kena mengena dengan sesiapa..sekadar menulis... sekadar mengingatkan diri sendiri... kabel gua..kabel telipon jer.. hahahahahaha
ok friends.. cheers..

Agi idup..agi ngelaban...

Urgh..? sungguh skema plak saya yea...

bubbye....

Wednesday, 12 January 2011

how i miss them sooo much!

Tick tock tick tock dah setengah bulan 2011... hurmmm me? I'm here..still here...with all mess.. my life seem haywire since i cant remember when..OMG! people come and people go.. for me, life must go on.. at least im happy with my so called achievement (yor la tue..) mount kinabalu, weight lost (ntah la brp lamer bleh tahan..adeih..)and MY MASTER! woottt...wottt... Thanks Allah.. Syukur Alhamdulillah..
Tadi sesi ladies.. and someone will moving soon.. and ade la babak2 nangess (huhuhuhuhu) its happen to all of us.. perasaan sedih bila kita nak tinggalkan kawan2, family dan sebagainya..(hurm mcm pernah ku dgr..dan sebagainya..)Me? owh...13 tahun lepas, masa nak start training..rasanya xla sedih sgt kot..hehehehehe perasaan mcm lari dari rumah je kot..hahahahaha.... setahun lepas..ya ya ya.. thats the time aku nangis sedih sebelum aku tercampak kat sini.. huk...huk... sedih nak tinggalkan kawan2 yg dah sebati.. (owh..how i hate farewell and say goodbye!) siap pesan lagi... no farewell for me pse..i hate saying good bye.. by the way.. as time goes by.. same jer... aku nak balikkkkkk!!!!! huwaaaaaa...
Friends...how i miss all of them..

A good friend is someone we can count on, as well as being so much more. A friend is someone with whom we can relax and just hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts, deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes, joys, and fears.

A good friend allows you a safe space to share your deepest thoughts and needs without worry of being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feeling the way you do. Friends cheer each other on, laugh and cry together, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other.

That's why friends are friends....

To all my dear friends... wish u all a good health, happiness,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


Ya Allah..
panjangkanlah umur sahabatku,kurniakanlah kesihatan yang baik
padanya, terangi hatinya dengan nur pancaran iman..



Ya Allah..
tetapkanlah hatinya, perluaskanlah rezekinya, dekatkanlah
hatinya kepada kebaikan, jauhkanlah hatinya pada kejahatan, tunaikanlah
hajatnya baik hajat dalam agama,dunia dan akhirat...



Ya Muhaimin..
jika dia jatuh hati, izinkanlah dia menyentuh hati seseorang
yang hatinya tertaut padaMu agar tidak terjatuh dia dalam jurang cinta
nafsu.



Ya Rabbana..
jagalah hatinya agar tidak berpaling daripada melabuhkan
hatinya pada hatiMu.. Ya Rabbul Izzati..jika dia rindu, rindukanlah dia
pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalanMu..



Ya Muhaimin..Jangan biarkan sahabatku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam
perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kejalanMu..

Ya Allah Yang Tercinta..jika kau halalkan aku merindui sahabatku,
janganlah aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan daku pada cinta
hakiki,rindu abadi dan kasih sejati hanya untukMu

Ya Allah..kurniakanlah sahabatku kesenangan, ketenangan, kebahagiaan dan
kecemerlangan hidup di dunia dan akhirat kelak..



Ya Rabbul Izzati..bahagiakanlah hatinya sebagaimana Engkau bahagiakan
hati hambaMu yang lain... AMIN

Wednesday, 20 October 2010

Quote Of The Day

"In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with." - Juno

Speechless

I can’t belive what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Marah dan Sentap

hahaha stress nak siapkan assingment, last one very last one and i'm done...wuhuuuuu ;).. tapi xjumpa starting point lagi...wuwaaaaaa... dlm bbrp minggu nie asyik dengar org marah jer... sentap la.. bengang la.. temper la... (kalau temper..pi la cari temple.. and i suggest batu cave..pegi kira anak2 tangga dua tiga ploh kali...hilang la temper tu kann wuuuhoooo *mati kena bunuh la aku lepas nie...ngeh ngeh)

Aku pun suke jugak memarah...buroks jg rupernyer... kalau dulu masa kecik2 kena marah ngan mama, mau tarik monchong 14 inci.. panjang tue.. blh sidai baju..hehehelalalala xpun mau jalan mcm gergasi..dlm erti kata sebenarnya merenjaih..ngeeee...(memang la buroks rupernyer... ape lagi benda bangang yg aku penah buat masa marah.. hurmmm tumbuk org..ngeeeee (dak aiihhh chek x buat dah la nie... dulu ja...la nie chek senyum ja kalau tgh marah lalilulalilu)..

ahaaa i'm not very good in perang2 molotss..(kalau ciom molots ok kot? bluwekkkk) buat rugi ayaq liuq ja noo... bak kata org dulu2 chewah "If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will avoid 100 days of sorrow." betul la tu... masa marah mmg la xsedar diri.. rasa kita jer yg betul... cuba tarik nafas dalam2 “When angry, count to four. When very angry, swear.” ni kawan aku kata la.. nama dia "Mark Twain" ;)

Tapi kalau boleh sebelum darah nak meruap2 tu cuba ingat ni
“Anyone can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person at the right time, and for the right purpose and in the right way - that is not within everyone's power and that is not easy.”
bukan senang nak marah sebenarnya kan... we only human okaih..

tapi aku kalau marah...tlg la jgn bagi benda2 tulis.. habis keluar semuanya nanti..hehehehehelalalalalalala... kalau org cakap mulut cam longkang... tangan cam aper plak ek.... ngeh ngeh ngeh... xde kan.. xde xde xde.... lalilulalilu....

this what i found

What is anger?

Anger is a deluded mind that focuses on an animate or inanimate object, feels it to be unattractive, exaggerates its bad qualities, and wishes to harm it. For example, when we are angry with our partner, at that moment he or she appears to us as unattractive or unpleasant. We then exaggerate his bad qualities by focusing only on those aspects that irritate us and ignoring all his good qualities and kindness, until we have built up a mental image of an intrinsically faulty person. We then wish to harm him in some way, probably by criticizing or disparaging him.
Because it is based on an exaggeration, anger is an unrealistic mind; the intrinsically faulty person or thing that it focuses on does not in fact exist. Moreover, as we shall see, anger is also an extremely destructive mind that serves no useful purpose whatsoever. Having understood the nature and disadvantages of anger, we then need to watch our mind carefully at all times in order to recognize it whenever it begins to arise.

x salah kalau nak marah ke..nak sentap ker nak ape ke... tapi adalah baik kalau kita boleh kawal...

"anger, heal it, deal with it, stop it from killing you" and its can kill people around you too!

kepada sesapa yg suka sentap macam aku nie.. mari la kita sama2 pikir dulu sebelum nak marah ke..nak merajuk ke... hehehehelalalalala... kalau dah kawan2 aku tu..paham2 la.. x payah la nak harap pujuk2...(xpayah la budget nak manja2 sgt kannn) ko sentap..ko pujuk la diri sendiri... thats why i lap my pren... kalau sekali dua sentap..boleh la pujuk...masuk kali ketiga... lantak ko la yea...tak kuasa... hehehehehehelalalalalalala...

dah la tue...byk plak aku merepek...

Muka ganas mcm undertaker
dlm atie ada taman
xpyh nak sesentap giler
nanti budget kena tanam

*marah cikgu BM aku nie..* mahap yea cikgu.. lalilulalilu

CHOW!

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

Superman - it's not easy to be me -

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird
I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

Up, up and away, away from me
Well it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, yeah inside of me, inside of me

I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
I'm only a man looking for a dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy…
It's not easy to be me